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| Nirvana : Never Mind |
Ambo went to Terengganu for the first time in 1993, enter one of technical school in Kuala Terengganu.Arwah Ayah and arwah abang ipar(Abe Soh Kak Yam) accompanied Ambo at the registration day, travelling from Kota Bharu to Kuala Terengganu with Datsun 120 Y(Datsun Buwoh Ulu) it take him about 8 hrs to reach my new school at Wakaf Tembesu. Ambo remembered Arwah Ayah Last words before leaving " Nie ,Ayah Nok Nie jago ayah bila Ayah tuo seksok!and long kiss on my cheek .....GoodBye Son. separated from family for the first time and away from home.
Ambo cannot adapted with new environments and school , homesickness to my old school(classmate and cikgu) friends at kampong haunted me all the times .
Hated this asrama - Beta,Lambda ,Gamma, Technical school as well....Hated been in confine at dorm ,chase to night class(prep)..long Que for morning breakfast -roti keping, planta, half boiled egg,nasi minyak not match to my selera kampong.
Demoralize and feel dumb in this school. but i had made very 2 wrong choice for entire life with point with no return... it spoil ...hate technical stuff Building & Construction book,technical drawing...in my pray, going back to my loved old SMKK and teacher,classmate,saing2 kampong...but it never happened . Ambo cannot focus on study and teacher in the classroom.Every single day counted wait for the school holiday and back home. My life was a mess here , toucher by idiots senior at Asrama and school with nothing much Ambo can do to overcomes this new situations. At night Ambo cannot have a good and enough sleep awake in the middle of the night and starring out side into the darkness . Two years was the longest time to end up,
at last my prediction right , no flaying colour in SPM result at the end of 1994 but still survive from total failure, from Hero to Zero destroyed my family hope and admit my failure from best student (SRP) to nothing .
Back to Kubang Kerian this time no more congratulations from any body , My mother back home ,no single word just blinking eyes look toward me. Ambo knew how much damages Ambo had done to her hope.
Ambo future crash into pieces ....
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| Ambo and semuk : Sit second from right Front Row. |
PS: Back after 26 years connected again with my ex-classmate 5B1and roomate bilik Beta 8 via Fb,Thanks for technology makes we back to friendship after a long lost..
Even some of them still lost in space of time,azahar muhammad,dahisham daud,akmal abd rahman,saufi abdullah,rohadi mamat,nazri abdullah,zakaria ,zamri besut and a few more...ex-Beta 8 Dormmate tit 83-84.
1985- Zero Zone
1986-1989- New era 0f the journey Semutandme .. attend Technical Collage (Mechanical Engineering) .
1990 - till present joint multinational company of oil and gas.
Semutandme
PeLanGi mALL Kota bHaru
19 Nov 2010.
MOtto : Agi Hidup Agi Ngelaban by Kanang A/K Langkau.
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